Emo.

It is so hot today. I am so unbelievably hot, that's all I can think of right now. 100 degrees in April... this is not a good sign for the upcoming months. Thank goodness I got my air conditioner fixed the other night, or I would probably be sleeping out on the trampoline. Fun times. My poor baby Bryn is just like Derek and me --- she hates this hot weather. She never whines or fusses and these couple of days that it has been hot, she is a wee bit pissy. Maybe she will adjust better to the heat. If not, looks like she will be spending her summer indoors.

Crossing my fingers and holding a massive nervous pit in my stomach, we are possibly, maybe, sorta, hoping to close on our house next week!! Yay!! No one can fully understand how excited and happy I will be. Everything here is pretty much packed, minus the stuff that can't be packed until the day of... hell, I even have most of the food packed up. For the most part, we pretty much survive off of bbq nachos anyways. This is why we cannot take a vacation in the summer-- we spend all our 'would-be-vacation-money' at the coolboose. Ahhh bbq nachos... if I wasn't so hot and miserable, I would so get off the couch and go, but instead, I think I'll just sit here and gripe about the heat.

Soooo I a getting a little bored with this whole stay at home thing, but for right now, with 3 kids that are not in school yet, it is almost impossible for me to work and actually make any money when you figure in daycare prices. I try to tell myself that I am lucky that I get to stay home with the kids, but I like working and making money, so I a itching for a job. I am also just bored. I miss being in school. I actually enjoyed college, and if it wasn't for the large student loan debt, I would definitely go back and finish my bachelors degree. Maybe someday. Until then, I will just settle for my pointless to have Associates degree.

Wow. This was the most pessimistic blog ever. The end.